| My sunglasses match the cocaine tray. |
[Saturday
11:01pm//06] |
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 mhmm |
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I keep forgetting I have this,
And even though no one reads it, its still fun.
Lifes been pretty much amazing, Ive realized when you just let go of drama and let people do and think what they want instead of worring about it lifes so much easier.
Ive been hanging out with Adam a lot, And Kaitlin and Madeline here and there, But I miss everyone else, they all seem busy with other people and things which I know I have been too, but I really want to hang out with Jessica again, I miss her a lot, And not to mention Angelina, I dont even remember the last time Ive hung out with her. Garwh, I hate school, it makes it so much difficult to have time for everyone.
I hate when times changes, and I hate how people change, and I hate how people move, and I hate how one day you are completely happy with the entire world and the next day the slightest thing goes wrong and you feel as nothings ever going to be the same, I hate how people lose touch and how people who you used to talk to never do because of other people or because of other situations. I also hate tomatos and fucking homework.
But I love all of you =]
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[Thursday
3:14pm//06] |
Glad to hear I was never good enough.
Im just going to let you kids know.
When someone says their youre best friend.
Theres a 9/10 chance its a lie.
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| Lightening Rainbows and Springtime. |
[Saturday
4:51pm//06] |
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Whats new? |
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Mest- Until I met you. |
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Garrwah.
Today I came home from Traverse City with Angelina.
It was pretty fun. I missed everyone though.
Large Washable Crayons.
I got really bad sun burn on my lower back and now its peeling.
Very attractive.
Yikes. I love this song.
Good Night.
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| Baa, Like a goat. |
[Saturday
9:21am//06] |
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 Smile sir. |
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LIP SERVICE. LORENE DRIVE |
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So whos the coolest hoodedbush ninja pirate with one eye and leg and who can also make the best doughnuts you ever tasted?
Tis be me =]
7 days till my birthday.
I gets a car.
What?
I know, I know, I'm only going to be 15.
But its pretty sweet.
I dislike being tired.
But I love everyone.
Maybe I'll go clean my room.
Nope.
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| Boom. |
[Wednesday
7:17pm//06] |
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yo face. |
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Ohio is not for fucking lovers. |
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Minutes turn to hours.
Miles and miles of nothing.
Words spoken through letters
Seperation is the worst kind of pain.
Summmmmerrrrr.
Is here =]
Lets hang.
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[Saturday
10:44pm//06] |
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Mhmm<3 |
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Halifax_Scarlet Letter pt2 |
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Life is grand.
Friends are great.
Boyfriend is good.
School is sweet, Almost over =]
Uncle is coming home Tuesday night.
Roxy and I are having Twins, Haha.
I'm not dead.
Amazing isnt it?
But,
I wish Brittney wasnt leaving,
I wish track wasnt over,
I wish it was my birthday now,
and I wish my hair was straight so I dont have to do it because Im a lazy one.
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| Gummi Dinosaurs |
[Monday
10:32pm//06] |
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Im sweet |
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None |
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Well, Well, Well.
Track ends tomorrow. Its kinda of sad, But I know my shins will be thanking me.
Thursday is our last band concert till all that Marching band shit. Pretty glad this year is almost over.
I really love life. It surprises me that even though theres shit going on that I wish wasnt, Im still happy as ever.
But theres always one thing that I ask myself everyday, and its what did I do to deserve all the things I have and accomplished. I know I wasnt the best person in the beginning of the year, and it haunts me everyday. But I cant let it go untill other people do, Theres nothing left that I can say. And So I wonder If Im worth everything I have when I caused people so much pain.
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| ♥♥♥ |
[Tuesday
9:33pm//06] |
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Hahaha |
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Pictures of Shorelines-Further seems Forever |
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And the moments that we've shared could last a lifetime.
And the faith I have in us will keep you near.
And several of these miles placed in between us
mean several of these words being sent by mail.
I hope this letter finds you well ♥
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[Sunday
12:17am//06] |
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Hahaaa |
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music |
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La La Lalalaaa |
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Life is fun.
Friends are great.
"Family isn't fighting this weekend."
Scratch that..
Twizzlers are good. And slurpees. Specaily at 12:25 at night.
I love you all.
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| Forgettings hard, when youre the only one.. |
[Sunday
12:47pm//06] |
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I just dont care. |
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music |
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The Only One-The Mile After. |
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Well.
I would have to say I had a blast with Angelina yesterday.
Shes truely awesome.
And we are idiots and dangerous. I turned her bad..lol..
Friday I had babysitting.
Sorry for being such an inconvience..
I know its not what you wanted.
Today-taking down the Christmas tree finally.
Then who knows.
AHH ANGELINA THAT ONE THING THAT NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT, I GET IT TUESDAY AFTER BABYSITTING!!
NOW I DONT HAVE TO WAIT TILL SATERDAY!
WRHAEJFRHERJKLGJVKLFJKJWHOAAJEW!!
Oh, Guess what kids.
I got into Wind Esemble. :)
Big surprise x 36132
Yes that exact number,My lucky number.
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| As if this happening wasnt enough I gota go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked |
[Sunday
9:20pm//06] |
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Hehe. |
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music |
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Brand new- Seventy times 7&Soco Amaretto Lime |
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So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
And is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call, and end this conversation.
and is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say best friends means friends forever.
Solo and esemble- 1st and 2nd division. Kinda disapointing. But I'll survive.
Snowcoming-Totally sucked. Wasn't in a good mood at all. Not to mention I hated all the songs they played and I just wanted to go home...But I enjoyed hanging out with everyone.
Today- I just stayed home.
People need to start calling me again.
Its getting lonely :)
And we'll never have to listen (November to...)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done (...remember)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said (nightswimmers)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
Just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous...
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| Out of the house, She grabs the keys, Runs for the hills and doesn't leave a letter. |
[Thursday
6:50pm//06] |
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 No words, only the truth. |
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Gregs last day-The Starting Line |
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Best friends doesnt mean forever.
It just means "Best friends"
No life long guarentee.
Oh, Snowcoming and S&E Saterday.
Babysitting sucks. Go figure.
School sucks.
I know tell you something you didnt already know.
Love me or leave me or rip me apart.
This is the voice that I was given and
if you dont like it take a long walk
off of the shortest pier you can find.
So save your breath and the money you spent.
Go work in retail and spare the suspense.
Just dont take chances on anything at all..
Anything at all.
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[Monday
9:45pm//06] |
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Hahhaa. |
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Black Mamba.The Academy is. |
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TheWonderBoy23: thats right, again.... no one knows you now do they?
Its amazing. Just makes me jump up and down with joy. He cant say a word about me, Its great. I dont take a thing he says about me seriously anymore.
But Anyways.
I love life.
My classes are awesome.
And I have my own stalker, Anna. Shes in all my classes except 4th hour.
I finally have classes, besides band, with Madeline and Brittney. So yay.
Babysitting all this week except Friday.
EXCEPT MY LIFE IS TOTAL HELL BECAUSE I DONT HAVE MY BESTEST AWESOMEST PRETTIEST FRIEND IN ANY OF MY CLASSES EXCEPT STUPID BAND AND LUNCH. AND IT REALLY SUCKS AND I LOVE MORGANO STONER MORE THAN ANY OF YOU COMBINED. AND IM SORRY FOR SAYING MY CLASSES WERE AWESOME AND WHICH THEY TOTALLY ARE NOT BECAUSE SHES NOT IN THEM. IS THAT BETTER MORGANO!!! I LOVE YOU :)
Maybe I should hate you for this, Never really did quite get that far.
If I'm just bad news, Then you're a liar.
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| I am Outraged. |
[Thursday
8:46pm//06] |
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This is totally my face. |
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Reinventing your exit. Underoath |
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The stupid 25 cent machine stole my quarter.
But my mommy got me Gummybears. So its all cool. For tonight.
But I'm still sueing Farmer Jacks.
Yes I do hold a grudge.
And I will sue them untill the give me a quarter back, And a Free mini sticky hand.
Stupid Farmers.
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[Wednesday
12:39pm//06] |
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You're so last summer_Taking Back Sunday. |
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Theres more to life than perfect prom queens and silver spoons
If Im just bad news, Then your a liar.
I totally love anything Acoustic now.
Who got a 92% on her History exam. Oh you guessed it..me! STFU if you did better.
Oh who totally didnt even finish her English Exam. Yeah..Me...oops. I failed that one.
Oh Im moving. No big deal kids. Just down the street.
I miss the way things use to be. What happened to "Best friends forever"
I take that back. I use to have a lot of "Best friends" But I can honestly say Madeline, Brittney, Morgan,and Ciara are my only real "Best Friends".
Sure theres some other good friends of mine. But lets not get into that. I love you all.
Oh look theres snow outside. Nothing good ever comes from snow.
Ever.
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[Tuesday
11:20am//06] |
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It looks like me :D |
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Sydney-Halifax |
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If I could be anything,
I would be medication for you,and everything that you've done wrong.
If I could be anything,
I would be a medal of honor for you,and everything that you've done right.
CALL ME PATHETIC CALL ME WHAT YOU WILL,JUST PLEASE DONT LEAVE MY SIDE
YOU'RE SO MEDICATED,YOU DONT EVEN KNOW MY NAME
WELL I'LL BITE MY FINGER NAILS UNTIL IT HURTS NO MORE
TO DIG YOU OUT,TO DIG YOU OUT...
I feel really bad for my uncle. He barely stays at home anymore. He cant stand his home without Christie and Samantha there. And I dont blame him. Everytime I go over there I get cold and its too quiet. I guess nothing stays the same forever.
Ugh I had my first two exams today. The band one I was like..wtf?? And one of them was like "8 to 5" and of course I had no idea what it meant so I put "8 mins till 5:00" Somehow I dont think that is right...lol. Oh well...close enough. One of them I almost put "Your mom" But I erased it and just took a wild guess..lol
My Spanish exam was so easy. I seriously think I got a 100%.
Im too lazy to study for English and Social studies tomorrow tho..I never study.
Ohsnap its a half day. I think Im going to be calling people to hang out. Whatfun I know.
TOBI BERNARD! OMG THATS A NAME. THAT WORKS WITH MY DAD. HAHAHA MADELINE ITS GREAT!!
Okay byes
<33 Allie
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| Choo Chooo Choooo. |
[Wednesday
8:41pm//06] |
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 Am I always cold? |
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Bullet for my Valentine |
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It's raining outside
There's a storm front on my back
Trying to keep, trying to keep me away from you
A stranger's up ahead, holding up a knife
Trying to keep, trying to keep me away from you
It's raining outside
There's a storm front on my back
Trying to keep, trying to keep me away from you
The stars are falling down
Breaking up the road
Trying to keep, trying to keep me away from you
Uh this weekend shall be fun.
That thing on Friday.
Mall with my mom on saterday to buy clothes ((with her money :D)) And to get my Snowcoming dress. Haha Im not going to show any of you. Hahhaa Its going to be a surprise. Hahahaa. Youll just have to wait. Hahahahaha.
Sunday practicing with Awesome Angelina Haha I know your jealous.
Monday practicing with awesome Katelynn and then Maybe goign to awesome Brittneys house..If that was the plan. I cant rememeber.Lmao
Oh and any free time inbetween maybe studing for exams.
Maybe not.
Most likely not.
Lmao.
I hate me.
lmao.
Not really.
And Maybe Ill all a few of you :)
Maybe not
Deal with it
Haha justkidding
Okay Im done.
Byebyes!
Oh P.S-Nicole Bakeman is fucking gorgeous and the smartest,funniest,awesomist 7th grader I know and I love her so much. Who cares what other people say sweetie. They are just jealous.
Oh now Im done
Byebyes
Oh wait..
CAROLINE!CAROLINE!
Yeahmadelienandmearesweet.
Oh and I love Morgan and Im sorry about issues..lol.
Oh and Ciara is cute.
Iloveeveryonemann
Too lazy to type more tho
BYEBYES<3
<3 Allie
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| Listen to me screaming |
[Saturday
11:05am//06] |
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Haha. It cracks me up. |
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BITEMARKS AND BLOODSTAINS.FINCH |
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Whatever, Whatever. I do what I want.
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| ATTENTION ATTENTION! |
[Monday
7:03pm//06] |
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 LALALA! |
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You know what they do to guys like us in prision-MCR |
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You think your so original?
Sweetie, your just a cheap immatation of me.
School Tommorrow. Then Babysitting. Someone please shoot me.
Put the emphasis on the evidence
Begging for the proof
Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the truth.
And Ill bit my bottom lip,
Just like I always do when Im thinking,
And pretend like its not hurting
Every second..
Ohlook. Its me going.
Iloveyou..
<3 Allie
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| Just look at me, look at me now.. |
[Friday
9:23pm//05] |
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Myfav.lol |
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THE USED.IM A FAKE//ROUGHDRAFT YELLOWCARD |
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Update:
My life is wayy cooler than yours.
End of story.
See you kids later.
So Like. my break>thanyours. So much fun mann.
I mean not to brag..
But with friends like mine, how can life not be good :)
So I pretty much adore all of you. You people make my life worth living. Even with thee effing house of mine I can look forward to the day becuase I know I can call anyone of you and we can do stuff and have the best time :D
I love you guyss. Nothing will change that. Deal with it.lol.
Dude Angelina, Like my swearing issue is like...Gonnee..lol.
How sweet. I know.
So only I can go iceskating and forget to ask for iceskates.Yepp, you know you love me.
Oh and Ella's birthday party was pretty sweet :)
MADELINE IS A BALLOON MURDERR! And she has a pretty deadly lightsaber. Ouchhy.lol.
Oh! and Angelina and I rock at our little duet thing.
Oh and Brittney likes mullets for some odd reason.
Ohhh! And Morgans pretty cutee.
Ohhhhhhh mannn. And Ciara is freaking hott and I want to see her hairr!Which is probaly wayy more hotter :)
Oh and Mike is uhhh...Awesomee and I love him.
And well..Dayne..is well..Dayne :)lol.
Oh and Roxy Brenda Brookie Anna Kayla Heather Robbie and Kimmy are pretty cool if you ask me
And If I forgot you then I love you like whoaa..maybee...((I mean..if I forgot you..then obviously I dont care...haha just kidding!))
Okay. Buuhhbyess.
<33 Allie
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